This blog is for me, so I can vent, say what is on my mind, or just randomly post things that make no sense to anyone else.
I have a gf of almost 2 months now and she is the most amazing and beautiful girl ever and I think I made her feel bad because of my tumblr and now I feel really bad :-( I don’t want her feeling bad because of the things I reblog on my main tumblr it just makes me feel like shit.
He may of killed his grandmother intentionally or not before he killed himself…. I think it might have been accidental.
When I like someone they become one of my main focus’. They stay in my mind no matter what I’m doing. I could be driving, out with friends, at work or many other things and I’d still have them on my mind. It sucks, I always feel like such an idiot because I continuously think of them when they obviously never think of me.
She has been on my mind all day. I haven’t seen her in almost two weeks and I’m more than liking going to see her tomorrow since I’ll be hanging out with some of her friends. I wish I was able to write my feelings out better but it’s hard putting into words how I feel. I end up just feeling like an obsessive creep. I’m done for now. I can’t really think of what else to really say.
I don’t feel as if my last few months home are going the way I had planned. I am not happy with how things are and i don’t want to go to boot camp without feeling like I had fun and was happy before leaving home.
Off that topic I feel like I have become boring to the people I used to hang out with. No one talks to me anymore. There is mainly one person that I want to talk to me but has stopped in the past few weeks. It sucks not having her text me anymore.